I fucked up.

I’ve been late on a number of things for two days, all part of my red line. All of them very important to me. None of them stress me nearly as much as I’d thought they would.

I missed my vlog yesterday. Not recording it, but publishing it. I was super close on missing my blog text yesterday, and just not doing it today. I missed the upload of my podcast episode which was supposed to be up last night. And so on.

And it’s all okay.

They’re all deadlines for myself. They’re all deadlines put in place because I know that I feel good when I do these things. These two days, I just couldn’t get things done in a regular manner. I trust that if I could, I would.

It’s not about letting things slide with myself. It’s about trusting that when everything comes around, I’ve put things in a place where making the long term best option will be easier that the others.

Set ambitions. Get your red line as far up as you can. But remember to not beat yourself up when you don’t get there. Asess why you didn’t, and try again tomorrow. Adjust. Be practical.